PACT OF THE FAE
“You need not remain so vigilant, Fleshling.”
It must have looked surreal to him- standing there in the moonlight in my bloomers and jacket, loaded rifle in one hand and miner’s lamp in the other. I’d woken quite suddenly, as I had every night since the Pale, convinced the Bound were once again at my door, convinced the fog that had enveloped and silenced my people had finally reached the shore of my cairn. I knew by now that it was unlikely- that the defenses I’d painstakingly built and the magic the Puck had taught me to weave into them would hold so long as I was here. But trauma never responds to logic, and by this time I had grown used to the tradition of patrolling my property in the early hours to chase away the nightmares that had roused me.
The Puck, or Robin as he had asked me to call him, materialized at my side, feet touching the ground for once. His full height and stature had been hard to determine initially as his every appearance had taken place a full 2 feet off the ground like a hummingbird moving too fast for me to perceive the motion of flight. He had always presented in a fanciful costume and mask, something akin to how books had always portrayed him. A porcelain-faced clown with a smirk. I had never seen his true face- one of the myriads of reasons the trust I’d placed in him in my hour of need had very quickly faded away to a tacit acceptance of circumstances, and the bargain I’d made I knew was likely a permanent situation.
“I do not suppose reminding you that your cairn below and the portals we constructed nearby serve to ward off the Bound rather effectively would encourage you to seek your rest once more?” He asked, his normally bemused and detached tone surprisingly softening.
“No, it would not,” I retorted, staring into his blank, painted gaze with a mask of my own.”I have not forgotten that those creatures first appeared upon opening the portals that led me here. If this magic were so infallible, they and the Calamity would not have fallen upon us in the first place, yes?”
Something resembling a sigh escaped Robin’s lips and startled me so much that I momentarily dropped my guard.
“The Bound caught wind of you because of your fear, Caitriona,” he clarified, “as you note they appear in all places when you believe you stand alone in the dark.”
I sighed in response, and set my lamp upon the railing. I would not, however, drop my weapon. Not that I feared any attack from this particular Fae, but the comfort of the solid feel of the rifle in my hand was one I was not keen on giving up just yet.
“I am alone in the dark, Robin. Every night since the Pale took away everything I ever knew,” I murmured quietly, dropping my gaze and returning once more to scan my surroundings, ever vigilant, ever watchful.
I sensed him shift beside me, standing rather closer than he usually did. I nearly jumped out of my skin when I felt his hand settle on my shoulder, and that skin came over with an electrifying sensation when the fingers of his other hand slid under my chin and tilted my face up to him.
“From the moment I discovered you in that cave, Caitriona, you have never once been alone,” he said, firmly and for once without the slightest hint of that Fae condescension I’d grown so accustomed to.
I stood, stiff and silent, swallowing hard and suddenly more afraid than I had been mere moments before when carefully aiming my weapon at the treeline, and not entirely certain why.
“Do you remember the first night in this realm? Taking shelter in the ruin near the gateway with nothing but a boulder obscuring you from the prowling Bound outside?”
He asked.
I shuddered and was instantly forced back into that rather vivid memory. Curled around my pack, hands to my ears, fighting back tears and humming, trying to drown out the screeches and growls of the creatures a mere 10 feet away hunting me as I tried to seek my rest.
“That memory is why I stand here tonight, armed to the teeth, and remembering your words, Robin,” I retorted angrily, finishing with a sarcastic imitation of him, “‘Remain vigilant?’.”
The Puck removed his hand from my shoulder and further surprised me by cupping my face with both his gloved hands.
“You were not alone then, either,” he responded, leaning forward, his face now but an inch or two from my ear, his voice muffled behind the mask.
Before I could snap back at him and pull away, he began to sing. I found that my feet were planted firmly into the stone of the balcony floor, so arrested was I by the subtle and soft beauty of his voice but more importantly, the words that immediately conjured a memory I had previously perceived to have been a dream.
Baloo, my deare, lie still and sleep
It grieves me sore to hear thee weep
If thou'lt be silent I'll be glad
Thy crying makes my heart full sad
O'er thee I keep my lonely watch
Intent thy lightest breath to catch
O, when thou wak'st to see thee smile
And thus my sorrow to beguile.
My mind transported me back behind the stone ruin, no longer shivering with my arms around myself, but embraced from behind, warm and solid encircling my shoulders. My head swam and the sounds of the screaming Bound faded, surrendering to the soft lullaby my own Gran employed to help me chase away my childhood nightmares. I squeezed my eyes shut and shook away the vision, and when I opened them, Robin had released my face and raised his hands to his porcelain visage, removing it for the first time and meeting my blue eyes with his own piercing golden ones.
“From the moment you made your pact with me, I promised to ensure your survival, Caitriona. And from that night I never wavered… else the Puck a liar call” he breathed quietly, his gaze never leaving my stunned face.
“I …thought I was dreaming,” I stuttered, unable to do anything but take in his features, his song still echoing in my head. “H-how do you know that song? What it means to me?”
Robin smiled- a brilliantly warm yet unsettling smirk that mirrored the mask he had used to obscure himself all these months and slipped his arm about my shoulder, gently yet firmly guiding me away from the balcony edge towards the door to my home.
“Come inside and relinquish your watch, and seek comfort at my side, and I will do my best to answer that, as well as any other service you may require,” he replied simply. “You believe your deal with a Fae serves only me, but I assure you most ardently that tis I that serves you with much greater measure than you know… Cait.”