well till this day it hurts me
i have been a pretty new player back then and i got invited in a random corp - the owner was from the same country as me so i though "why not"
later he wanted me to try out joining the corp in wormhole life, i did want to do that but i didnt want to come unprepared
i farmed the current event (it was rouge drone event if i remamber correctly) in order to get enough isk for at least 2 months of omega (i am completely free to play player) and hell ... i meanaged to get enough for one month in luqid isk and i had another 2 bil worth of loot ready
however i saw how much i would be loosing by selling in amarrso i decided that for the first time i would leave amarr space and try getting the loot to the jita everyones talking about. big load ... gonna need iteron mark V for that i though
so i did take it and loaded it with 2 bil worth of loot and went to 50 jump long jurney in it from amarr to jita ... in an unfitted iteron
thats how i got introduced to uedama and high sec ganks, this loss had cost me a great and about 1 year long struggle for omega - everything i made every month went to omega... thankfully i meanged to push through and i am doing good now.
i am i am sure never doing this again :D